it's been quite long time since the last time i wrote my blog..
i have become lazy lately
(only lately?? i thought always :P )
anyway, today dunno why,,
i felt so tired and wanting to watch something for refreshing..
ah, for me,
watching for refreshing is not by watching a comedy or funny movie..
refreshing for me is by watching a very very sad movie, which absolutely makes me cry..
(weird, isnt it??) lol
so today i watched an indonesian movie in youtube..
the title is Heart..
it's a quite sad movie...
(this movie was taken from a novel with the same title)
the story was about a girl named Rachel and a boy named Fahrel..
they were childhood friend..
they used to play basketball together and running around the hill...
(they live near to the mountain n hill)
there were one day, at the place where they usually played basketball,,
Rachel climbed up the tree and wrote something there..
Fahrel kept asking what did she wrote about,
but Rachel didnt want to tell him..
she said if he wanted to know, he should climb by himself and see it before his own eyes, which was impossible since Fahrel couldnt climb up the tree... :P
many years have passed..
now they had become teenagers..
Fahrel had a hobby of reading funny comic like shinchan... (oh gosh, i dont like that comic)
someday he went to a bookstore to buy the new series of shinchan..
but the shopkeeper suggested him to buy another comic
because the author was indonesian and he could get her autograph..
(btw, her name-the aunthor was Luna)
coincidentally, Luna was near there..
Fahrel was surprised coz of her beauty and tried to catch her up..
they introduced themselves -bla bla bla-
shortly, Fahrel fell in love with Luna..
he went back home and told everything to Rachel..
when Fahrel wanted to give a present for Luna,
Rachel said that better he read Luna's book first before he gave anything to her..
Luna's book was quite sad/gloomy??
the story was about a little fairy that was dying and waiting for her time..
actually, that story was about herself..
Luna was suffering from heart disease...
despite of her sickness, Fahrel still loved her..
with help and support from Rachel,,
finally, Luna and Fahrel were going out..
on the other hand, while Luna and Fahrel were together,
Rachel felt lonely and jealous..
actually she loved Fahrel..
but Fahrel never see her as a girl..
there was once when Fahrel laughed at her when she tried to dress up..
however, she still supported Fahrel and wished for his happiness..
one day, Rachel saw Luna and Fahrel were kissing..
she was really jealous and angry that she got an accident and her legs must be amputated..
at the same time, Luna was also in the hospital because her condition was getting worse..
instead of accompanying Rachel, Fahrel chose to be at Luna's side..
( this scene made me cry, he left her at the time she needed him most >_< )
Rachel finally realized that she had no hope..
Fahrel would never look at her and would always love Luna no matter what happens..
so, Rachel decided to donate her heart to Luna..
so that they could live happily..
and so that her heart ,which was in Luna's body, would always be at Fahrel's side..
Fahrel got the call about Rachel's death,
but he couldnt go to her funeral coz at that moment, Luna's condition was gettting worse..
( he also didnt go to her funeral, what the!!! )
he went there the day after that and he met Rachel's mom..
Rachel's mom gave him a letter from Rachel..
in that letter, Rachel told him about her memories of their childhood and her feeling..
(from my interpretation, she did tell him about her jealousness, but not about she loved him, so Fahrel didnt know clearly whether Rachel loved him as a friend or a guy)
after received heart from Rachel,
Luna's condition was betting better..
the last scene showed Fahrel, Luna and their son played basketball in the place where Rachel and Fahrel used to play together when they were children..
suddenly Fahrel tried to climb up the tree and with Luna's support,
he made it!!
(finally!!! he did it *sighs*)
on the tree, he saw a writing there..
he cleaned up the grass? anyway,
then he saw something..
there was a love sign with his and Rachel's name inside it..
finally (again) he realized about Rachel's feeling..
that Rachel had loved him from they were children..
(he should have done it from long time ago!!!! stupid!!! >_<)
it's sad, right??
when i watched this movie, i couldnt help but kept crying.. 
also i liked this movie because this is an ORIGINAL movie..
i mean they did not copy the idea from other movie like other indonesian dramas and movies...
that's it for today..
later i ll write another story from an indonesian novel called "Dua Pasang Mata" which means "Two Pairs of Eyes" in english..
ja ne 
