09-09-09

September 09, 2009..
does it make any sense? no? yes?

then what about this, 09-09-09??

yeah, today is Sep 09, 2009, which also can be written as 09-09-09...
nah, i wouldnt realize that today is the triple nine if i didnt watch tv..
its not that i dunno what date today is,,
its just i didnt realize that it made a special or pretty number..

so, actually what is so special about today?
nothing??
for those whose answers are yes (nothing), dont worry..
same here, i also dont feel anything..
nothing so special happened,
since for me, everyday is special and important : )
everyday is special bcoz it only happens once..
therefore, for me, today is just another day..
only a pretty order of number doesnt make it different from other days.

ah, wait, i was wrong..
everyday is not the same..
but of course its different,,
there s nothing than can happen twice with the same timing, etc.
just like a phrase
"no one can step twice at the same river" (or kinda like that, i dont remember clearly the exact sentence)..

so, in the end, ì still cant understand why people were so excited about today.
some chose to marry or give birth to their child today, just coz of the triple 9..

for me persoally,,
same like what our Shakespeare had said in his super popular book -Romeo&Juliet-
"What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name will smell as sweet."
(btw, i love this quote soo much XDD)
i think this principal is just same as for today : )

but, i hope that everyone does have a wonderful day for any day no matter what, including today :D

and....
have a good night and tight sleep~ ^^

oyasumi : )

COCKROACH=ENEMY!!!!!

until couple minutes ago i was re-arranging my clothes.
then i looked at my phone clock.
omg! it was almost 2.30 AM!
so late.
i guessed i had to sleep coz tomorrow i have whole day class from morning till afternoon.
so before i sleep, i went to bathroom for washing my hand&foot.
but guess what i found there!?

A COCKROACH!! TABOO INSECT!!!
(shit! dammit!)

i almost shouted as loud as i could when i remembered my housemates.
i would disturb their dream if i shouted.
so i took a deep breath and tried to calm down myself.
*huff*

i got baygon fast and carefully, then, attacked the cockroach!!
oh no!! it ran fast that i could hardly attack it with my baygon.
i just sprayed anywhere around and untill finally i got it XDD yeah!

it looked dying and suffering.
but i remembered that cockroach is a good actress/actor.
it can pretend or act as if it is dying or even already die. (what a talentful insect, isnt it?)
so i took the bathroom mat to cover it and stepped on it.
i heard a sound of "crack" when i stepped on it and i hoped it died!!

i think the cockroach came out bcoz today i cleaned the bathroom and maybe i disturbed its 'secret house'.

*sighs*
what a bad experience.
i hate, ah not only hate..
I REALLY REALLY HATE COCKROACH!!
oh god, why should that thing exist in the world >_<
(guess that it is his mystery)

anyway, i m really sleepy now,,
so....

ja ne! oyasumi :D

first weekend XDD

this friday was my first weekend in my new term..
ah, time passed so fast..
now i'm already in the fourth smester..

btw, today?? (its already saturday right?? 00.04 AM :P )
anyway :P
yesterday (Sep 04), umuni and i planned to watched Coco Before Chanel..
i heard from my friend that it is a good movie..
and by coincidence, i luv that brand XDD
chanel~

yesterday, i checked the schedule in internet..
we planned to watch in Cathay,,
but for that movie, they only got it in Cathay Orchard..
and.......
it was only left for corner seat and couple..
of course, if i can choose, i dont wanna sit in the corner..
and we dont want to sit in couple seat since we r not couple :D
we r family~ (mama&daughter XDD)

then, i checked again in GV -golden village-
ah, they got it, too..
and GV had more options..
according to the past experience..
GV in tiong bahru is not good compare to others..
the seats are small, so it's not so comfortable..
my classmate said before that GV in vivo city is good, so, i checked there..
but upz, almost all the seats were full, too..
after that, i tried to check in GV Plaza..
oohh, they got quite lot of seats there :D

so, at the end,,,
umuni and i will go to Plaza SIngapura...
lets hope later when we come, the seats are still empty like what i saw in internet >_<

ah, it's already this late..
guess i'm going to sleep..
so that tomorrow, i wont wake up late and mess up all the plan :D

ja, oyasumi~ : )

Everlasting Story : )

星降る丘の上に　独りで立ち尽くした
１つづつ窓に灯る明りが
誰もが笑顔の奥　痛みをかかえたまま
生きているよ　この地球(ほし)の中で

生まれて消えていった幾千の物語たち

遥か遠い日の記憶　胸に刻まれた
瞳閉じて思い出す
今　ここに私がいる
感じて　EVERLASTING STORY

私を包み込んで　伝わる愛の力
胸の傷を癒してくれるの

出合いそして　分かれいつだって偶然じゃない

どんな苦しい時でも　支えられている
きっと同じ思いを
分け合える人がいると　いつも信じて

今も目の前に続く　地図にない道を
ずっと歩いて行くから
その先の未来のため
描く　EVERLASTING STORY

私は貴方のため　貴方は私のため
生きているよ　この地球(ほし)の中で


I've been standing alone for long time,
on a hill under the falling stars.
One by one, lights shine through the windows.

Hiding their pain
deep beneath a smile,
everyone lives on,
amongst these stars.

There are thousands of stories
which have come and gone.

The old, distant memories
are engraved in my heart.
I close my eyes and remember them...
I am right here, right now.
Feeling it Everlasting Story

Envelop me,
power of the love that I feel...
Heal the wounds in my heart.

Whenever people meet, then part,
it's not by chance.

In any kind of sad times,
I am supported.
I always believe
I'll have someone
who will share the same feelings.

Now, before my eyes
lies a path which isn't on the map.
So I walk it all the way
And for the sake of the future it takes me to,
I write an Everlasting Story

I live for you.
You live for me.
We live amongst these stars.

Everlasting Story - Satou Akemi
(Fushigi Yuugi OVA)

do i love my life?

hmm, actually i've been asking myself this question for quite long time..
do i love my life?
but before that, do i love myself?
do i accept myself as the way who i am now?
have i ever regretted about my life?
for things such as i was born in this era, family, environment, personality, appearance?

it's true that no one was born perfect..
but, have you ever thought that life would be better "if i was ....."???
in my opinion, almost everyone ever thought like that..
so do i..

sometimes, i wonder, will my life change if i was born in different time or family?
will my life be better if my personality and appearance are different?
will my life be different if i was born in different environment?

of course, everyone wants to live happily..
live as what they dream or wish..
and if can, i'm sure that people wants to choose where or when they will be born..

but then, when i think about it again,
will i end up at the same state as i am now?
since human will never feel satisfied..
we ll always look for a better, better and better..

probably, those thoughts of mine are too deep and complicated..
then just make it simple,
if you have time machine, will you use it to go to the past and fix some things?
maybe, most of people will say yes,
since i often hear people say like this "if i wasn't .... , maybe it will not....."

people keep regretting for what they have done..
people keep complaining about it..
people try to deny and run from their responsibility by keep dreaming and saying "if.."

i was like that, too..
or maybe it's not i was, but i am still like that..
but, as time passes, i see a lot of things and (hopefully) my mind has matured a bit (:P)
i almost never think about those things anymore..
i try to accept my life and who i am..
try to admit my responsibility..
we may not able to choose how we will be born..
but still, we have responsibility for every little single of our actions..

and now, i have found an answer..
actually it is not my original answer since "there is no such original thinking"..
i got it from other's idea..
it may just be a simple quote, but it means a lot for me...

I love my past, I love my present. I am not ashamed of what I have had, and I am not sad because I no longer have it.

-Sidonie Gabrielle Colette-

so, what about you guys?
have you found your answer??